There are so many things that I’d do to get to you
Things I’d give to have you by my side, boo
Im thinking of things I don’t usually do,
you make me a love fool
too many things to say but words don’t express it well,
I maybe delusional from getting high on doses
Euphoric for the illusion of closeness
You invoke strong emotions unconsciously
And when I sleep you appear to me subconsciously
It makes me write and I cant stop willingly
From the experience that I encountered
And I Can’t stop myself from thinking
I feel paranoia manifesting
Sitting here alone chills to my bone
Hoping you could jus pick up the phone
To drop a text to tell me yr day or just a simple hello
Offering to buy you dinner but you’ve always got plans
And these times I just don understand
But im trying and
If you were to fall hold my hand
Like a child taking swim lessons as a beginner
I pray to him - make me a winner
the reply never comes
now im sitting in a purgatory suffering like a sinner
cause God thinks im a non believer
so many questions to ask
but it seems like ure wearing a mask
expressionless even if the sky’s downcast
never changing like it’s a must

definite there are reasons and i need to know

at least show me that there isn't a thing
if you could jus open yr arms to hug me and I aint worried bout a damn thing

unconditional love